missing someone..

hey guys..about a few weeks ago..i heard about his coming to penang...n i really wanna meet him but it seems hard coz i don`t know when he`s about to come so other than that nothing anymore..i really miss him and i don`t know why..in fb he seems quite and not a lot response he shows...but now in my mind,there is question in my head,where is he right now??? If i seen him just once in this year,that`s enough for me already..if i was guven a wishes right now,one of my wishes is to meet him.I just wanna hear his voice and looking at him and talk to him...he`s special guy and I know i`m nothing but having him in my life makes my life better than before...creating a fairy tales in my life..I wish i could meet him and stand in front of me..

words..

hey..it`s me again...back to my own space!yeahrrg!There are so many things that happen just through my life..and it`s flew away just like that in front of my face...like mid year exams for two weeks!!!and now  finally free..just for a few days or weeks i don`t know what to say else...for today also,i heard that somebody is gonna come back here to take care of something..guess who??well you know bout it....so,till here i would like to say..

nice..

time flew so fast..

today is already sunday and i only have about maybe 15 hours to go back to the hostel.I don`t know what i may face later..but  i totally scare to face the future...i may facing a lot of happiness or trouble i just don`t get it...what i really wish for is freedom..a freedom that the spm ex-candidate feels right now..when i got the freedom that i want and obtain the result,i may wanna go far away from any of my batch student...except my friends.Why should i do that?because they all remind me bad and happy memories that i will never forget.So by staying away from them i may get a new life and can start a new happy life.I still don`t know and i still not see it yet...so what was left was hardworking!!!

i know i was wrong...

this is what i `d being kept inside of my heart for so long since we befriend...tell me why i cannot get rid any boys inside my mind while befriend with you??Because you always with the boys.You know what?When i`m befriend with the other friend of mine why i don`t feel any boys presence?at that moment,let them rot in the hell! i should say..Other than that,i notice that,you are intead to befriend with other HOTSTUFF when you`re in fb.By that time no more me as friend inside your mind because it happens that i become a stranger.Now that i can see is you are intend to be a POPULAR and SENSATIONAL and not to mention the HOTSTUFF,ehh??why you wanna be that kind of person??your face resemble a humble and shy person but yourself seems shows something that different..Next,you are desperate to be loved by a guy,you know???You`re kinda lucky cuz yours were in front of your eyes.Guess what??Don`t make yourself such a stupid and naive person although you are not like that...The other reason is maybe i`m` jealous...what did you want is also what that i want and i found out that you had that advantaged than me and you get what you wanna in your life...If you wanna say more,let talk about this at school and i never regret what i`d being written here....

someone like you...

 if destiny was`nt so cruel i would like to say something...

a story i like to be told...

salam to all the readers....it has been so long i haven`t tell any story but now i do have story to be told...the story begins...this month i finally fall for someone and i could forgot the one that got away....and my life seems a little  perfect because of someone that i fall for...he`s just one year older than me and i know more one thing that..he`s kinda good guy,focusing on studies but there was one fact that i never expect....he`s actually start putting his eyes on someone one of my batch friends...and this was already happen about a year ago while at that time i`m still in sense of belonging to the one that got away....and when i found out about the truth...my heart devastated..totally devastated cuz that girl ain`t no beauty and moreover she`s much prettier than me...and so from now on i start to stop wishing for him....