Thursday, 12 December 2013

Cure my heart

I start humming along to love songs that I didn`t like before
All of the melodramas in the world
Seem like my story
I try to look good when I didn`t before by paying attention to my appearance
I`m acquiring the bitter taste of coffee
Time goes so fast

I keep laughing for no reason
I control myself by saying that
I`m different from others

The letters in my book are dancing as they form your name
As if you`re the main character of the movie
As if you`re the moon in the sky, I keep seeing you

Man in Love - Infinite

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even... no

Breakeven - The Script

I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along, yeah
My heart is full and my door's always open
You come anytime you want, yeah.

She will Be Loved - Maroon5

Saturday, 7 December 2013


Actually, I want him to response on my facebook profile. Somehow, mine was not so attractive and awkward if he ever like for my status and so on.Yes, I think he ever notice the gossip so he tried to stay  far from me. Fine!! I understand..I`m weird to you. What do you want me to do and of course if I asked it of course I`m the one who had the problem about it. Yes, he will say what is wrong with me and I`m the one that get the shame. Why I feel so jealous? Oh no! Not that I have feelings towards him. It`s just...I can`t stand to see..the ambitious girl knowing you more than I do. I do not like that ambitious girl, whose controlling everything! I don`t care if the one who deserve it are on what they are deserving.  Just looking at that girl taking everything that beyond her needs was outrageous anyway! Feeling sick of you looking at you! Congrats to you because you could be friendly to everyone! You could be the one for everything! Nice job ,girl and sweeeeeet for you, boy.

Thursday, 5 December 2013

Do you know about DREAMCATCHER?

Dreamcatchers originated from the Ojibwe people.They are native American people.The Ojibwe people have an ancient legend about the origin of the dreamcatcher. Storyteller speak of the Spider Woman,known as Asibikaashi; she took care of the children and the people on the land. .Eventually, the Ojibwe Nation spread to the corners of North America and it became difficult for Asibikaashi to reach all the children  . So the mothers and grandmothers would weave magical webs for the children, using willow hoops and sinew, or cordage made from plants.The Ojibwe people believe that dreamcatcher can change`s people dream.
According to Konrad J. Kaweczynski, " Only good dreams would be allowed to filter through...Bad dreams would stay in the net , disappearing with the light of day" 
Good dreams would pass through and slide down the 
feathers to the sleeper.

The dreamcatchers would filter out all bad dreams and only allow good thoughts to enter our mind. Once the sun rises, all bad dreams just disappear.

I will love you, unconditionally...

I really love this new video clips from Katy Perry and surely awesome.The snow scene were fantastic because I love the background dancers.The way they sway their partner in the slow motion..I wish I could dance like that too. The way Katy Perry in the snow scene is the best part ever. I also wish I was in that condition. Cold, dry, sad looks and white. Wishing the stars should look brighter...

Monday, 12 August 2013

what do you expect from me?!

There is a guy that I known him when we both still kids and he is my childhood friend and cousin.We were separated when my grandma passed away and so no more connection between us unless when Raya comes, we surely met but no conversation only his sister I ever talked.Shyness conquer himself.Whatever..But this time,I tried my best to have a worked after all this years but he looked like unwillingly to have conversation with me.Fine! And my bro said that he looked unwillingly to talk to me and what do you expect from me? yeah, sure I`m nothing like your other cousins...Thank you so much for realizing me! I gotta this feeling that you`re messing with me but it`s okay because my evil sides is finally arrive. She will give some tips to feel` How to feel annoying when you meet with him` ! 

Tuesday, 6 August 2013


Hey there! Assalamualaikum and a very good let me get this straight...Insyaallah..tomorrow is RAYA.. If there`s nothing to say..just let me say this..MINTA AMPUN MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN which means I seek for apologizes whether inward or outward!
So get ready rendang cuz I`m about to terror you guys!
Selamat Hari Raya!

Saturday, 26 January 2013

oh my twitter!

What is going on with my twitter??!! When I can`t open my first twitter I made a new one and when my second twitter going first twitter can be re open...what the heck is going on??I know I keep open and close for several times till it becomes swirling around and this is not gonna happen on me! Now, I have two twitters..great to hear, huh?? In fact I become more furious and I almost sick with it.....what did I do till it unable to open my twitter,huh??? I`M SICK OF IT!! I`m terribly sorry for becoming addicted for a while...So sad.....=( It`s totally challenging.....arghhhh....still my chemistry homework I`m unable to touch it yet....fuhh..tired I think.......Please twitter....don`t you ever break my heart again!!

Mr Know It All

It`s been a long time I had not write anything at my blog because I feel nothing to be wrote.Now I already on   my writing mood so this is the story I should tell..........I finally reach seventeen on 2013 and I got a new classmates too..not to forget to I`m in 5 Barium.At first,it was totally awkward but now we`re kinda trying to fit ourselves in that new class...even in this first month, I already mount out lava from my head cuz there were two bullshits made me explode..Yes, they never knew me well and that`s why they were taking advantages to explode me in somewhere that was unfitted.I almost punched one of two bullshits.He thinks he`s too perfect and every girl can fall to him easily......That Mr Know It All  can kiss goodbye...almost everybody thinks he`s a pious guy but if you know him...especially being his love know who is he......`handsome guy is for beautiful chicks`...WHAT???!! HAHAHAHA....funny to me....ewkkkk!!!....

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don't know a thing at all
Ain't it, ain't it something y'all
When somebody tells you something 'bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow

Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya, ya like to bring me down, don't you?
But I ain't laying down, baby, I ain't goin' down
Can't nobody tell me how it's gonna be
Nobody's gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow