maybe nothing......

i always devastated with something and something must disappointed me and entire my whole life...i`ve been dreaming that i became a princess and live nearby seashore and then i slipped from nowhere to the sea and of course nobody saw it and nobody save me and i drowned.....lastly i die in the ocean..how cool is that???nice story rite.. i wish it was real..really real so that i don`t have to be disappointed again maybe forever...disappointed always exist between me and in any situation and i always have to be lose with it.....why?????